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Ve vyvanut\u00fdch vzpom\u00ednk\u00e1ch<\/p>\n
Ve sv\u011btle schovan\u00e9m za dlouh\u00fdmi \u0159asami<\/p>\n
V\u00a0hebk\u00fdch chom\u00e1\u010dc\u00edch kudrlin<\/p>\n
V\u00a0rozpa\u010dit\u00e9m \u00fasm\u011bvu zachycen\u00e9m na fotografii<\/p>\n
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Bylo nebylo, jsi a nejsi<\/p>\n
Skryt\u00e1 a neviditeln\u00e1<\/p>\n
Tak mal\u00e1 a p\u0159itom tak dominantn\u00ed…<\/p>\n
Tak citliv\u00e1 a p\u0159itom tak um\u00edn\u011bn\u00e1…<\/p>\n
P\u0159\u00edtomn\u00e1 v bolesti, kter\u00e1 t\u011b p\u0159esahuje<\/p>\n
Je v\u011bt\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e ty sama, nebo\u0165 nen\u00ed jenom tv\u00e1.<\/p>\n
Nabrala sis na sv\u00e1 ram\u00ednka ciz\u00ed tr\u00e1pen\u00ed a p\u0159ivlastnila sis ho.<\/p>\n
Nese\u0161 ho state\u010dn\u011b a nejsp\u00ed\u0161 zbyte\u010dn\u011b.<\/p>\n
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Ani nev\u00edm, jak\u00fdm jazykem na tebe m\u00e1m promluvit…<\/p>\n
T\u00edm mate\u0159sk\u00fdm?<\/p>\n
Jazykem, kter\u00fdm na tebe mluvila m\u00e1ma, je\u017e neznala vlastn\u00ed mate\u0159sk\u00fd jazyk?<\/p>\n
Nebo t\u00edm, kter\u00fd t\u011b obklopoval,<\/p>\n
Kter\u00fd t\u011b jak l\u00e9taj\u00edc\u00ed koberec p\u0159en\u00e1\u0161el do jin\u00fdch sv\u011bt\u016f knih a poh\u00e1dkov\u00fdch p\u0159\u00edb\u011bh\u016f?<\/p>\n
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A tam jsi \u017eila,<\/p>\n
Zatoulan\u00e1 ve sv\u011bt\u011b fantazie,<\/p>\n
kde kr\u00e1sa a dobro v\u00edt\u011bz\u00ed<\/p>\n
kde milenci spolu \u017eij\u00ed \u0161\u0165astn\u011b a nav\u011bky<\/p>\n
kde d\u011bti najdou sv\u00e9 ztracen\u00e9 rodi\u010de.<\/p>\n
A p\u0159\u00edtomn\u00e1 chv\u00edle m\u00edjela tvou mysl<\/p>\n
A nemohla zanechat radost,<\/p>\n
Tu vlastn\u00ed radost<\/p>\n
Pro\u017eitek vlastn\u00edho pot\u011b\u0161en\u00ed<\/p>\n
Z\u00a0toho, co je<\/p>\n
Z\u00a0toho, jak\u00e1 jsi…<\/p>\n
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Kdo jsi?<\/p>\n
St\u00edn toho, co si pamatuji?<\/p>\n
P\u0159evzat\u00fd obraz toho, jak m\u011b vid\u011bli rodi\u010de?<\/p>\n
Otisk n\u00e1zoru, jen\u017e na mne m\u011bli star\u0161\u00ed sourozenci?<\/p>\n
Mal\u00e1, roztomil\u00e1, pla\u010dtiv\u00e1, melancholick\u00e1, otravn\u00e1<\/p>\n
Uk\u0148ouran\u00e9 prt\u011b, se kter\u00fdm se ned\u00e1 hr\u00e1t<\/p>\n
Nejist\u00e1, zraniteln\u00e1<\/p>\n
Tak moc tou\u017e\u00edc\u00ed po p\u0159ijet\u00ed<\/p>\n
Vid\u00edm t\u011b, jak schov\u00e1v\u00e1\u0161 bombony pod pol\u0161t\u00e1\u0159,<\/p>\n
Abys mohla d\u00e1t br\u00e1chovi a s\u00e9g\u0159e, a\u017e jim dojdou jejich vlastn\u00ed.<\/p>\n
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Na n\u011bj se d\u00edv\u00e1\u0161 s obdivem, je o tolik star\u0161\u00ed a v\u0161echno v\u00ed<\/p>\n
A p\u0159esto nev\u00ed, jak moc ho miluje\u0161.<\/p>\n
A ona? Je tak kr\u00e1sn\u00e1!<\/p>\n
V\u017edycky o rok kr\u00e1sn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e ty!<\/p>\n
Ani ti nevad\u00ed, \u017ee po n\u00ed nos\u00ed\u0161 oble\u010den\u00ed<\/p>\n
Stejn\u011b se j\u00ed chce\u0161 podobat…<\/p>\n
Jen\u017ee ona o to ani moc nestoj\u00ed.<\/p>\n
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V\u00e1\u017en\u011b si t\u011b moc nepamatuju!<\/p>\n
U\u017e je to tak dlouho!<\/p>\n
Jsem jin\u00fd \u010dlov\u011bk.<\/p>\n
Ale ob\u010das mi \u201emluv\u00ed\u0161 z\u00a0du\u0161e\u201c,<\/p>\n
Prom\u00edt\u00e1\u0161 do m\u011b sv\u00e9 pocity.<\/p>\n
Sv\u00edr\u00e1\u0161 mi hrdlo a vh\u00e1n\u00ed\u0161 do o\u010d\u00ed slzy<\/p>\n
A j\u00e1 pak zapomenu v\u0161echny logick\u00e9 argumenty,<\/p>\n
Kter\u00e9 jsem m\u011bla na svou obhajobu.<\/p>\n
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N\u011bkdy je to s\u00a0tebou v\u00e1\u017en\u011b t\u011b\u017ek\u00e9!<\/p>\n
Nechce\u0161 mi \u0159\u00edct, co chce\u0161…<\/p>\n
Boj\u00ed\u0161 se.<\/p>\n
V\u011b\u0159\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee nem\u00e1\u0161 pr\u00e1vo n\u011bco cht\u00edt.<\/p>\n
Jak t\u011b m\u00e1m pot\u011b\u0161it a uzdravit, kdy\u017e ml\u010d\u00ed\u0161?<\/p>\n
Jsi do\u010dista stejn\u00e1 jako m\u00e1ma!<\/p>\n
Ztracen\u00e1 ve sv\u00fdch my\u0161lenk\u00e1ch: tr\u00e1p\u00ed\u0161 se, ml\u010d\u00ed\u0161 nebo hudr\u00e1\u0161.<\/p>\n
M\u00e1\u0161 zak\u00e1z\u00e1no se zlobit a tak hn\u011bv prom\u011b\u0148uje\u0161 v\u00a0bolest.<\/p>\n
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Hled\u00e1m t\u011b,<\/p>\n
Proto\u017ee ti chci \u0159\u00edct, \u017ee to jde i jinak.<\/p>\n
Nemus\u00ed\u0161 ji nap\u0159ed zachr\u00e1nit a a\u017e pak b\u00fdt \u0161\u0165astn\u00e1.<\/p>\n
Nemus\u00ed\u0161 se po\u0159\u00e1d c\u00edtit tak opu\u0161t\u011bn\u00e1 a nepochopen\u00e1, proto\u017ee se mi nechce\u0161 sv\u011b\u0159it se sv\u00fdmi pocity.<\/p>\n
Nemus\u00ed\u0161 b\u00fdt jen hodn\u00e1 a v\u0161em pom\u00e1hat.<\/p>\n
Ve skute\u010dnosti nemus\u00ed\u0161 v\u016fbec nic.<\/p>\n
M\u016f\u017ee\u0161 jen tak b\u00fdt.<\/p>\n
Jen tak<\/p>\n
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Citliv\u00e1, kudrnat\u00e1, na\u0161tvan\u00e1, vesel\u00e1, laskav\u00e1, tan\u010d\u00edc\u00ed, uvoln\u011bn\u00e1, zp\u00edvaj\u00edc\u00ed, c\u00edlev\u011bdom\u00e1, svobodn\u00e1, hrav\u00e1, pe\u010duj\u00edc\u00ed, obdarov\u00e1van\u00e1, miluj\u00edc\u00ed a milovan\u00e1.<\/p>\n
Prost\u011b jak\u00e1koliv.<\/p>\n
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Hled\u00e1m t\u011b Ve vyvanut\u00fdch vzpom\u00ednk\u00e1ch Ve sv\u011btle schovan\u00e9m za dlouh\u00fdmi \u0159asami V\u00a0hebk\u00fdch chom\u00e1\u010dc\u00edch kudrlin V\u00a0rozpa\u010dit\u00e9m \u00fasm\u011bvu zachycen\u00e9m na fotografii Bylo nebylo, jsi a nejsi Skryt\u00e1 a neviditeln\u00e1 Tak mal\u00e1 a p\u0159itom tak dominantn\u00ed… Tak citliv\u00e1 a p\u0159itom tak um\u00edn\u011bn\u00e1… P\u0159\u00edtomn\u00e1 v bolesti, kter\u00e1 t\u011b p\u0159esahuje Je v\u011bt\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e ty sama, nebo\u0165 nen\u00ed jenom tv\u00e1. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1823,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"acf":[],"yoast_head":"\n